Chapter 37 *YOU CHANGED MY LIFE*

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Abdullah: sara!!

Me: yes?

Abdullah:.....

Oh my god:|</3 i was shocked!!

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Abdullah: tra i heard u and reema

Me: yes she told me everything..ugh

Abdullah: tra walla mdri wsh swetlha 7ta ma rj3t l,4ek walla!! A9ln ana 7alf enu m3d arj3lha:( walla knt abi at2sf lha bs sm3t'ha tgool enu ma tbeni w k4a:( i lost her again!! W she told me enu ma ra7 trj3li!! What have i done??!!

He start crying

Oh my god awl mra ashofa y9e7 yumma mdri wsh aswi:(

I hugged him

Me: abdullah it's okay i'll help u dont worry

Abdullah: you're the best sister walla:") i'm proud to have u:")

Cuuuute:")

Me: 7bebiii:")<3

Me-letting go-: 6yb ana 7shrana 7asha wsh 4a!!

I opened a bathroom w 6l3 mafi a7d jwa bs mskr el bab:)

Me: ent knt hna awl ed5l gbli

Abdullah: la la enti ed5li bs esm3i yom trj3i sit in my place please!

Me: okay

D5lt w i did what i have to do

Back to my P.O.V:

I was sitting and watching the clouds from the window

Then sara came and sat i didnt look at her but i know it's sara

I turned while saying "sara"

And it was him!! Abdullah!!

Abdullah: reema i'm sorry i dont know what have i done bs knt m39b walla i'm sorry mra:(

Okay his eyes were RED!! He cried.. But i'm not sure

Me: u cried?

Abdullah: no

I turned my face to the window

Me: you're lying

Abdullah: no i'm not bs el bnt  elle wrai kant tb5 36r w d5l b,3eni bel '3l6

Me: 6h

Abdullah: reema look at me

Me: no

Abdullah: please!! I'm begging!!

I turned to him while saying "what?"

Kant feni el 9e7a elle bzyada!! Bs i shoulf handle it!

Abdullah: listen to me till i end dont interrupt me please!

Me: okay i'm hearing

Abdullah: reema please understand me please you mean the world to me!! Without u i'm nothing!! I love u i love u i love u and i cant hate u!! I was lying just to make u jealous i swear walla ma rj3t lha w a9ln ana 7alf eni ma ra7 arj3lha walla i'm sorry for all the wrong things that i've done i want u to be my girl again and i'm proud to call u my girl u can put the blame on even if the blame is on u i lost u again and i'm regret i wish you're mine again i hope u with too!! And i hope i understand what i'm feeling because its to hard to explain my feelings!! So i hope u understand and now u can say what ever u want i'm listening..

Me: okay 

I took a breathe 

Me: you know what? You brake my heart  i trusted u again but i was wrong!! Abdullah e7na ma n9l7 l,b36'!! I was the happiest girl in the world before couple of years i loved u and trusted u but u loved another girl!! Take 4 months to forgot about u and to stop thinking about u!! And now i loved u again and i tried to fix everything between u and sara!! I tried helping your SISTER!! Not other girl!! And now i'm not being yours anymore u lost me forever forever forever!!

Then i start crying so hard

Abdullah: see? Klna z3lanen so why dont we get back together so that pain disappear?

Me: i dont want!! I'm not crying because we brake up!! No because i trusted u again and u braked my heart!! And if we get back together  i'll be broken again!!

I start crying harder

Abdullah: y3ni mafi aml trj3en le?

Me: la mafi aml

Then a tear fall from abdullah's eye 

Oh my god

7ram r7mta!!

Bs still he braked my heart!!

Me: we're just cousins now not more

Abdullah: i understand 5la9 then he get up and he said "sara you can sit in your place again"

Sara: la estanst m3 el bnt 6l3t m3i bel mdrsa

Abdullah: okay 5la9

Oh god no!!

He sat again:)

Iff!!

To be continued..

I know it's short but sorry guys i dont have time walla:( and oh i forgot to mention that maybe maybe i'll not write a chapter until monday because i'll travel tomorrow and i didnt pack my bag yet..